when i find myself doing nothing for more than 2 days straight it makes me feel like im going crazy and i freak out a bit (╥﹏╥) sometimes i go a while for feeling okay with the things i am doing but then i let myself fall into the cycle that im so use to of doing nothing at all (╥﹏╥) going from going out all the time and being really active to having to push myself out of bed just to eat and shower (╥﹏╥) but at least im doing those things ! when i get like this its important that even the small things are important because back 4 years ago i couldn't even get up to take a shower and make actual meals for myself so look how far ive come !! sometimes just a little walk or a chapter of a book or even just a walk downstairs is all it takes to feel better again . i cant let myself go back to how things were when i was younger ! i have so much time to improve myself and the best time to start is now ! rome wasnt built in a day !! rewatch ur old favorite movie and listen to ur old favorite music and take a nap and life will get better ! (ᴗ˳ᴗ)ᶻ𝗓𐰁