if you wanna ruin the days vibes wake up as early as possible (on accident) before the sun comes up and loop pink floyds album wish you were here while thinking about syd barrett. 

i had horrible trouble getting to sleep last night so i had to listen to music all night and the album i landed on was a saucerful of secrets and that also messed with my mood. listening to jugband blues more than once in a day is prone to making me go crazy. i got maybe 3 hours of sleep which was filled of nightmares of my father hitting and screaming at me. i freaked out bad at like 1 am and wrote a whole big long blogpost godbless that i never sent it. i am a different person between the hours of 11pm-6am. 

its currently 7:57 and my mother has the blackout curtains on and im waiting for her to wake up. her morning routine takes a hour and i dont wanna get up too early. shes snoring alot and its nauseating. i think i can power through the day if i try hard enough. godspeed....

 today was the first day in springfield. we made a stop halfway there in bloomington and i bought some cds (elp trilogy, syd barrett the madcap laughs, jeff beck blow by blow). wr drove down and i bought a few posters, a tapestry, and a pink floyd shirt + a belt and 2 buckles :) sleep is coming very very hard and the pull out couch is very very uncomfortable. its raining a ton here so we cant do much. i miss my home and my bed and my room and my cats and my friends and my tv and my shower. tomorrow will be full of activities. 

yesterday i listend to music and slept and today i did nothing but sleep and go to texas roadhouse. usually before bed ill sit and watch some music videos and i tried watching some elp stuff because ive been listening to them alot but keith emerson freaked me out so much i had to turn my tv off and look at gifs of pete townshend on tumblr to calm down. 

im not sure why my brian reacted like that but it was weird and im scared. vacation tomorrow... my father gave me cash for things at the hippie store in springfield. apparently there are many record stores there too. i need to buy led zeppelin iii because its the only cd album i do not own of theirs. also always looking for more of the who. i need quadrophenia. i have quadrophenia but i stole iy from my father. is it a surprise that i like the who so much when my blog is all robert? i like the who best of all. i like john entwistle more than robert. but you cant tell! maybe one day ill fix this. goodnight... i may not be able to sleep because i knwo ill be in the car a lot tomorrow but whatever

a horrible attempt at reviewing an album

 today i sat and listened to a new(to me) album all the way through and did nothing else and i think that qualifies me to talk about it a little bit. i love pink floyd alot but i never listened to much of rogers solo stuff till recently. ive been listening to a ton of pros and cons of hitch hiking but today i sat and listened to radio kaos all the way and i liked it alot.

i see alot of people online say how its very dated and very 80s but i dont think that makes it bad. roger waters does new wave?!? how interesting. The (concept) album follows the story of billy, a boy in a wheelchair who can hear radiowaves (introduced in the first track). His brother, a coal miner is arrested for a crime he did not commit. Billy moves to california with his relatives. This is what i got just from listening to the album once over at least.

i love the concept of the album being a radio station. this is not at all a new concept to me, the whos "the who sells out" follows the same basic idea, but that focuses more on the pop art movement of the time and the death of pirate radio. just cool to notice ^_^;; 

my favorite song is definitely track 2- who needs information 

maybe i will do this more often.. i like to talk about music and i wanna listen to more concept albums !' 

 today went very well. i finished eliza and her monsters and i loved it alot! i was expecting the book to have a bigger fandom but im very surprised that it didnt. i loved that it included segments from the actual webcomic and screenshots of the fourms. finishing a book is always very bittersweet but im glad i liked it. someone stole one of my moms checks from the mailbox and tried to deposit 7k so she had to go and file a police report. its fixed now. in the afternoon i hung out with a friend who is going to move away soon and although we are not very close it was nice. i got a whipped pineapple orange arizona juice from 7/11 after dropping him off and its the best thing ive ever drank. ive been in a good mood lately ive been happy and im reading good books and re reading my favorite fic and everything will be okay.

tomorrow i might burn more cds. or something. i dont wanna get a job but i kinda need to

 today (technically yesterday??) was nice because i got to pet friends cute cat... tomorrow (today technically??) i am hanging out with friend i am not super close with #SCARED!! but its okay i will prevail i am brave

ozzy i miss you already...

i am very excited for my vacation this friday! im hoping to have money to spend on band things. looking for more shirts and maybe very specifically rings with the led zeppelin members logos. 

i started a new book today. im already a third done with it. starting new things is very very hard for me to do but once i actually commit to it its very easy to continue. eliza and her monsters... i like the art on the inside alot im getting very invested in the story maybe ill finish it tomorrow?? i have many more books to read after this,, 

 my blog looks okay enough to give up on farewell godsped grin. 

 i feel like im going crazy trying to make this umm like im too dumb for html but i dont llike the look of the simple blogger themes durrrrrrrr durrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrouihhhh im going crazy i think

 using very old computer in very gross basement to attempt to revive this. Soon i will be driving to springfield w my mother and im hoping to buy a few posters to make it roomier down here. My basement is like the backrooms it is quite nasty but this is my only computer... hmm.