weird emotions are always surging through me! i miss the winter. i dont like to be on social media. i dont like people viewing me at all. i wish i went out more but its too hot. i wish i did more but its too hot. the heat makes me always in a bad mood. my period is really late because ive stopped taking birth control. this sounds like im saying im pregnant? hormone levels just weird. i wanna listen to all the music and go and see the whole world i feel so very stuck right now.. i just dont like going out. its not too hot out today, maybe ill go do something. i just dont like seeing people. i miss the winter